I don’t go out on New Years Eve. Some holidays I like to hit up a bar for, but not NYE. I feel like I should stay home, or if I leave my house then it’s only going to be for a classy party that requires a little black dress and heels. I haven’t been invited to one of those yet, but if I were I would go, and make my husband go too. For now, I like staying home, drinking soda, and watching the ball drop with my husband. We’ve stayed in every year, it just feels right. I don’t make resolutions. I disagree with them, most people don’t keep them anyways. I make my changes all year long, and I usually stick with those. I made a change last night/early this morning. It’s a nice change, something a few people inspired me to do, most of those people are mean, I mentioned them. One person I didn’t mention, the nice person is @Yowhatsthehaps, I follow her on twitter and tumblr, her posts always make me smile. So thank you for partially inspiring this happy change in my life.
I’ve always been a high strung kind of person. I’ve kept people in my life I should have let go of a long time ago. People that are poisonous, and today one of those people made me feel attacked. It was today that I realized life should be about things that make you smile. I’m tired of crying, tired of scowling. I have everything I need in my life. I guess this comes at the right time, with it being New Year’s Eve, but that’s merely just a coincidence. This isn’t really a Resolution as much as it is a Realization. I am going to be that person that’s smiling in the pouring rain. I’m going to find the extraordinary in everyday. i’m going to do all the things I was afraid of before, and I’ll be okay because I’m strong damn it. I’m going to travel and shop and smile and I won’t feel bad about it, because those things make me smile
I am going to document my efforts, and hopefully success at becoming a Mythtern. I know I’m extremely far from my goal, but I will get there, no matter how long it takes me. For those who don’t know what a Mythtern is, it’s an intern for the Mythbusters. Remember if it’s worth doing it’s worth over doing
So I’m sitting here watching Dream for an Insomniac for the 10 billionth time and it still makes me feel happy.
So I finally jumped on in, I’ve wanted a Tumblr for awhile, but didn’t know what I would really use it for. I guess I’m slowly easing my way into Blogging as it is. I don’t really think anyone will find anything I say or do in my daily life amusing. But this is a little insight to what it’s like to be a housewife in these modern times. Most of my thoughts will end up here, random as they maybe. And even though I’m sure this joke has been told many many times before, I have to say it -I’ll tumble for ya.